Clap taps my shoulder; rubs my hair and calls me baby; holds her breath under the covers before coming up for air, gasping, reaching for my face in the darkness: a game we play, like looking at each other through a mirror until our eyes start to water.
That is that. No questions about me or Andy. In their worlds, he does not exist. I know they mean nothing by this. You can’t blame people for adapting to their environments. What good would considering my circumstances do for them? No, they do not need to do that now.
The first time I smoked speed, I felt my lungs expand so wide that they took in an entire tropical sea filled with miniature sea creatures that swam up and down my chest and tickled deep into my balls.
Clap taps my shoulder; rubs my hair and calls me baby; holds her breath under the covers before coming up for air, gasping, reaching for my face in the darkness: a game we play, like looking at each other through a mirror until our eyes start to water.
That is that. No questions about me or Andy. In their worlds, he does not exist. I know they mean nothing by this. You can’t blame people for adapting to their environments. What good would considering my circumstances do for them? No, they do not need to do that now.
The first time I smoked speed, I felt my lungs expand so wide that they took in an entire tropical sea filled with miniature sea creatures that swam up and down my chest and tickled deep into my balls.